I wonder what it feels like to be skinny, and thin, and wake up in the morning in nothing but a tshirt and panties and still feel sexy, to have guys look at me, to have guys want to be my boyfriend, to have girls be jealous of my body, to feel my hipbones and collarbones, to feel confident in a bikini, to sit down and not feel fat everywhere, to not rub out the thighs in my jeans, to need a smaller size in the store, I could go on forever.
Wikipedia, why must you be blocked for one whole day, or two, or three!? I am literally nothing without this website. I realized this today as I went about multiple conversations and had the urge to look things up that were discussed. Well, I was left without answers. Many times. I open up the web and search for something, a blog comes up, they talk about some random celebrity. Hey, I don’t know who this article is about. Lemme search the person up; NO WIKIPEDIA. Today, on the gossip show that my mom watches, they were talking about Marc Anthony. They were saying how he has had the most beautiful and young women ever. I start thinking ” how old is Marc Anthony if his current GF is only 24. Lemme check” 10 mins later….NO ANSWERS. I wanted to cheat on my character analysis test…NO CAN DO. I can’t take this anymore. I need the free knowledge, the endless bio’s.
I don’t have any Mexican chick friends because, well, they’re annoying.
I don’t have any Mexican guy friends because I’m too smart. And too ugly. Their ideal is pretty and stupid. They can deal with ugly and dumb ‘cause they think it’s funny. And they can deal with pretty and kinda smart ‘cause, well, they like the aesthetically pleasing. But ugly and really smart? Nope. They don’t want to mess with that.