I had a dream last night which I barely remember now. I was in the car, singing and playing the guitar. My family was all singing along to the folk song, it just sounded so peaceful. I’ve been attempting to learn this song on the guitar for some time now and just got so frustrated, I quit. But that dream, that song in the dream, just gave me so much nostalgia. I was singing beautifully, the sound of the guitar was passionate.
I’m going to practice the song. I’m going to learn it. I’m going to recreate the nostalgia.
welp, looks like tonight was also the season finale of me freaking out every tuesday and throwing things around the room. No more sobbing while laughing and feeling like......feeling like...i don't even know what I feel like when I watch this show. No more strange stares from my family and no more hidden remotes. No more holding my pee, or eating a whole box of popcorn and choking on it because of emotions. No more emotions. Season finale of my life. :o
Can you relate? You sit in your towel after a shower because you're too lazy to get dressed. You and your best friend can say one word, and crack up. You hate when one string of your hoodie is longer than the other. You hate it when people think you like someone when you clearly don't. You hate it when your favorite song comes on, as you pull into the driveway. You feel like if you turn on the lights, you will be safe from anything. You push those little buttons on the lids of fast-food drinks. You laugh until people get hurt, then stop when you realize it's serious. You hate it when parents get serious about something funny you tell them. You hate when you tell a guy to shut up and they copy you in a higher voice. You pretend to sleep when your parents come in. You text the person next to you things that you can't say out loud. You hate when people in front of you walk really slow and you can't get past them. You're always tired no matter how much sleep you get. You stop the microwave before it hits 00:00 to avoid hearing the beeps. You use the "sup" head nod. You just did the nod after you read it. You hate when you are mad at someone and they make you laugh. You check the fridge every ten seconds to see if food magically appeared.